1:22 AM. It started about 5 pm yesterday. Crazy fucking feelings graduating to low down suicidal thinking. Crying for you to help me. Laying in the dark feeling hopeless. My left ear starts to vibrate. I roll over to play some noise, break the silence and open the iPad. And you give me what I need to break the fall.
Guess that’s all I have to say…
Except the feeling just gets stronger everyday
Just one thing before I go
Take good care baby, let me know, let it grow
The special love you have for me
My Dixie dear
I love you 57. Do you know Zach’s going to see our girl? Is that your doing too? Do you know about my wolf dream?
I’d give anything to be your babydoll again. My cool Kansas guy. It’s been almost two years since I let you go. You and I.