Now they say Michael Jackson is officially dead. Cardiac arrest, dead, coma, dead. Goddammit that makes me mad Michael. I loved Donny Osmond and then you came along and Donny never felt the same. I lusted for you secretly because white girls could not be in love with black boys. You were my first black boy crush. By the way I’ve never believed all those crazy stories about you. (this better not turn out to be gay AIDS!) You gave me courage to roller skate with the black boys at the skating rink. My dad would have killed me. Thanks for the memories Michael Jackson. I hope you really truly are in Neverland now. I loved you. p.s. I thought it was really cool when you married Lisa Marie Presley.